For my daughters, and certain things which were en route then, but can't be turned back now..I know the world entirely differently, and you I don't know at all, except by memory and fragments of contact & a little more. You are not now who you were going to be, had it happened here. Nothing is .....
I also know one that has NO (biological, etc.) family around regular, and the other one has some DNA-shared stuff -- but it's a bastard variety, and isn't leading to a good place, regardless of other successes.
(No one deserves this -- and I did not forestall or make the difference. I'm sorry, girls! and I love you, when you get around to this page.).
But this is still holding true -- it's a matter of thirst, I guess:
Ya know what? Seeking the Lord and NOT forsaking wicked or unrighteous ways? How is that "seeking the Lord"??
Well, my blogs full of investigations, complaints, and exposes have investigated, exposed, and of course complained. While this one -- "JESUS LORD CHRIST" sat silent the whole time.
At the end of the day -- I had to do this (LetsGetHonest, The FamilyCourtFranchise, and perhaps the better part of year commenting on "Scranton Political Times/CAFR, on the ABA ("Who are they, again?", etc.) -- I ended up with the same conclusion (only much more documented)-- the world's f*cked; its systems are built on the love of money, most people ARE (deaf, dumb, blind and sitting in the shadow of darkness), and for that matter, who is going to stand in the gap?
Quite honestly, I was many times angry with spiritual people who could give a crap about what's happening to the political system, or the gradual takeover of the Protestant Evangelical Dominionist etc. with this, that, faith-based offices and/or/either a neat blend sidewise into the gol-danged Unification Church (which has happened), or things like Opus Dei, or as it were, groups like this in the public forum -- well, sometimes more than under the table: "Defending Our Father's House," which sounds innocent, but not if you read some of the letters appealing to "our Fathers' and the 50 Shepherds of the US (with allegiance to the Vatican) etc. Maybe I'll transport the Knights of Columbus-style letter over to this blog to illustrate the difference (It's somewhere on Scranton PT). I believe Wade Horn or David Blankenhorn may have been a signatory.
- Both start out with a corporate charter of beliefs by the leaders of that religion or political party.These charters and beliefs are claimed by both entities to be divinely inspired.Both are registered with the State via their Articles of Incorporation.Both write and re-write history; and then edit and interpret their own writings. :)They are both a form of control, both in political and moral correctness.Members of both fear excommunication and public ridicule for questioning or acting against these chartered beliefs.Political parties make the laws of the land and command consent, while religions teach that members must follow the “law of the land” as God commands.Both give power to otherwise powerless men (and sometimes women), who dress in robes and judge all people.
And I was at some level angry with some brothers and sisters in Christ, who I know personally and have prayed and even brought some deliverance to me- - for their failure to wake up, and letting me, a woman, take on the political system, with others (often but not always Christians) and expose the slush funds -- which are many. I miss my children, I miss doing these wonderful things -- and instead dealing with ugliness on the family front and desolation and a sense of how very truly alienated I am from investing in this world-system. This OIKONOMIC structure.
There are two factors that helped me turn the final corner when I saw them in action. I think one of them is definitely (and more info at "Let's Get Honest," above) -- as Walter Burien keeps blogging once he found out -- the collective government wealth HAS been internationally centralizing the planet. I heard about this only with, oh, the last month or less:
"Comprehensive Annual Financial Statements"* aka "You will not get a Stronger Wakeup Call in Your Lifetime"
(* a very short audio interview lays it out, basically).
In addition, there's the wonderful Catherine Austin Fitts and her work after discovering, from near the top, how HUD is being run as a criminal enterprise, and putting out some diagrams, too. While not sure, I believe both of these are also Christians at some level (I have my reasons, although that neither validates nor invalidates their work. However, it's key insight and beautifully laid out in both cases).
Then there's the unbelievable personal situation I have been in year, after year, after year, surrounding my family and ALL of it driven by this insane fear of not having money when in fact, they have it. It's tangible, and terrible -- including a terrible waste of life. it's also more than I can address, when people are literally in-sane (they do not have sound minds, or reason, or care that they don't they are invested in THIS world, and behaving like those who run it, not having another standard to live by. And that's basically, evil; not just one form, but multiple coinciding forms, and many active at once. Yuck. And I feel "yuck" about myself to unable to shluck my feet out of the basement, gutter MUCK, and to think some of us came from the same mother and father. YUCK!!!
So here we are, and I purpose to shut up, and LJC more. This is where I start -- because I'm here too. I want back!
My first language was really, probably music. By contrast, after a while, the sound of my own voice (in print) speaking facts about the situations we are in -- it's less than a sustainable mental diet. I was problemsolving and observing with attention for the purpose of extrication, and also there was a good deal of therapy involved -- i.e., this writing was a voice that couldn't be as easily interrupted as my work life, relationships, contacts, and in this context, pretty much anything that was sticking out above surface level and within kicking range of the family gang(sters).
(Sorry to provide symbolism instead of the identifiable situation, but the situation is still live, and I'm just not going to. The term "gang" applies although not in the usual sense. But they do what gangs do and operate like ones. It's sick....)
Probably like walking with two left feet, and stiff -- like, with my pride inside. Let's try again!
ONE PERSON, ONE PURPOSE. AND -- ONE LORD.
So, I think it's time to re-integrate. I want to (better) know LORD JESUS CHRIST. (this blog title is a factor of the "LJC" one being taken already, that's all). I see too much else.
Another way of putting this: the Word of God appears to hold VERY true....
Let me put it out here, and readers, please forgive for so much front material!
No -- we need LORD JESUS CHRIST -- and not the system of control and abuse which has spread throughout the world and is posing as Christ. Protestant, Catholic -- not really that different. There is a way -- and to understand that way, look at Him. And follow. HINT -- there may not be a lot of live examples to follow Read the Word. Then DO.